haiz training was so badly done today lar eurgh feel so hollow inside out now and of course im realy disappointed with it lar now i cant even give my moral support and you guys know how downright sucky that is? its very sickening and whats the point of staying for lessons when the rest are off to the matches or whatsoever when you just know i wont be concentrating my whole mind'll be flooded by worries of how the game'll go and how our players'll feel no sadly you dontkno anything and im so hurt and disappointed inside i just cant express it out in words anymore -
its just making me give up somehow -